He s totally gone!!!!

He is getting engaged esok...me?? urmm, sedihnyeeee!!!!!!..walaupun kitrg dah lame clash, about 3 years i think..and dah about 1 year since we last contact..jumpe lagilaa..last waktu wedding sabrina kot..tu pun die bawak gf die..hhuhuhu..


ape yer perasaan saye?? urmm, sedih mst ade la kaan..sebab he used or has been part of my life..for almost 4 years when we were in Melbourne..balik msia jer, terus he left me for her..i dont know what is sooo good about her sampai die sanggup left me macam tu je..urmm, dats why i kept thinking, yg dulu nye konon kitrg bercinta..sikit pun die tak pnah appreciate apatah lg nak love me in return...kire i ve been USED and PLAYED..padan muka ain!!!.


anyway, i really hope to not see THEM..both of THEM in the future..xnak terserempak pun and xnak amik tau pun..kalo mati sekali pun, xnak jumpe....


sebab ko beriya sgt nak perempuan yg tinggalkan ko dulu..so, ko pegi la dgn die..ko kawin la dgn die..semoga bahagia...!!!..lalalalala~..


eventhough, i feel a bit loser, sebab ko pilih die dr myself..atau die kononnye menang..(this is what she can proud of amongst others she has.)..but deep down inside, i feel grateful sebab ko bukanla antara lelaki terbaik nak direbutkan apatah lg dgn perempuan macam tu....and of course, i have my own goods that i know sooon or later, people will realised and appreciate me more than u did..


kalo yg ko dapat better pun ko x boleh nak appreciate atau sedar, u will never appreciated others in your life..

Allah always give us and send us the wrong ones first, so when we meet the good ones, we will appreciate more and thankful for what HE s giving us...

lalalala~ all the best sayang!!!