Makan-Makan Malam

last Tuesday, on 20th Dec 2013, i invited Shufi and Family (k sue, qayyim, aishah and sepupu) to my house. I cooked gulai ketam, daging black pepper and sayur campur..they came around 940 until 12am..huhu..

ketam sangat la pedas sebab i put a lots of chilies..huhu..sampai masing2 menangis waktu makan..

others than joined were fazli and dzaha..

rumah..

lets meronda-ronda tgk dalam rumah yg masih kosong lg...

TPA seabulk or Cbulk..??

anyway, lets talk about work..i used to be very workaholic during my first and second year of working..tp bile dah tahun ketiga dan keempat, sy jadik sgt malas..macam x tau kenape datang keje..huhuhu..

kenape sy suka die..

when i first met him, i really thought he s da one..so, i juz go with the flow. we became good friends then..not really good, and not really for a long time..manis tu sekejap je..i think die seorg yg cepat bosan..tp perangai yg tetap same adalah die susah nak reply msg apatah lg nak angkat call..kalo call tu kadang2 die angkat la jugak at last...

macam mane i can stand this type of man...i like him but he doesnt love me..because he is someone's..he s taken..i tried my hard to understand him..to please him..try to really care for him..yes, i did..i do care for him..tp die seperti x suke dicare..atau mmg die jenis yg rimas org caring2 ni..huhuhu..

and at last, i decided to step back..maybe die bukan yg sepatutnye..mmg serious bukan type of person yg i should marry to..ermmm..walaupun berduit, berharta..tp agama tah ke mana..padahal bende tu la mengekalkan kite..yg buat kite kaya...yg buat kite bersyukur atas segala ape yg Allah berikan..

Yes ain, i should think this way..kalo nak harapkan duit die, i believe i could be much much much better than him..another 5 years kalo keje kat Cytec tu, insyaALLAH, setahun boleh saving up to 10-15K..nak ape lg...kereta dah ade..walaupun kerete murah, tp still, tu la yg bawak kite pegi balik keje..nak rumah, dah tersergam walaupun x indah sgt..but over the time, boleh fix one by one..nak duduk bukan sehari dua, x perlu rush2 nak siapkan sume..

urmmm,Tuhan je boleh tolong sekarang..please ya ALLAH, make me forget him...make me hate him for what he has done..for what he did to me..please ya ALLAH, kau bukakan la pintu hati die utk berubah..lembutkan hati die utk sekurang2 sedar tentang ape yang sedang die lakukan..amin..

i really care for you..seriously i do..

kecewa

kecewa..i thought he has changed but..

td die kantoi lg waktu nak blah..mula2, i x perasan tetibe ternampak..urmm actually pg td dah rase macam lain tp x terfikir macam tu..

urmm..sedih..ajak die lunch, msg pun x reply..

Sesaat Kau Datang..Sesaat Kau Hilang

Lirik Lagu Sesaat Kau Datang -Ramlah Ram ft SleeQ

Verse 1
Sesaat Kau Datang……..
Sesaat Kau Hilang………
Kemunculan dirimu…..
Penuh misteri………..

Verse 2
Kau Mendekat…
Kau Menjauh….
Kau tinggalkan diriku…
Sesudahnya kau membuang
Mencampakkan aku……….

Verse 3
(Alif)


Its not that i dont love you
I just dont want to hurt you
I cant let go of all the good times we share together

(Syarif)
I hate to be cold but i got to let you go

Chorus:
Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat di jiwa
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha….Ha…..Ha…Ha.…Ha…..Ha…

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..

Verse 4
(Alif and Syarif)
Nothings easy girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothings easy i hope you understand me girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothing in this world
Could ever compare to what we had
Whats gone

Repeat Chorus:
Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat dijiwa..
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..

Verse 5
Tiada salahku kepada dirimu
Kau buatku sengsara
Kau buat kecewa
Ku Harap ada karma
Yang datang kepadamu……kepadamu

cinta itu seriously BUTA

Sy suka awak..Sy suke since we first met..dulu-dulu kita rapat, waktu tu kite jauh..tp bile sy dah dekat dgn awak, kenape susah betul nak jumpe dan saye rase awak dah semakin jauh..

awak seorang player..perempuan keliling pinggang tp sy masih boleh suke awak..huhu..Ya ALLAH, tolongla buat aku lupakan si jahanam ni.

Wedding lg

Last Sunday, g wedding Nina dekat MPN..I went there with Nadirah. Picked her up at Batang Benar St.

Erni's wedding

i went to erni's wedding last sunday at her house in Gombak..Door gift dapat barangan NV including 1daily pads (20pieces), 1 overnight pads (20pieces), 1 pantyliners (30pieces), 1 tudung ekin and 1 bottle of shower cream.All products NV.gmbr x jelas sgt..bergegar..huhu

Happy befday to me: 26th;)

On the 25th Nov, i took leave from work. So, it was a great gift for myself as i didnt need to go to wake up early in the morning and go to work..

I spent my whole day shopping sane sini..merayau2 kat town..huhuhu..all alone;) bosan tp menyeronokkan jugak..

Esoknye, after asar, all of them arrived. Sara, Zatul and Fatin..Farina came a bit late after isyak..So, we had fun..cooking together..then went for karaoke the whole night..balik dr karaoke, lepak2 lg..bergossip...

The next morning, we went for breakfast at Taman Sikamat..best;)

I said, i got myself a double storey house for this befday..already moved in..walaupun x byk lg barang tp can be done slowly..