kenape sy suka die..

when i first met him, i really thought he s da one..so, i juz go with the flow. we became good friends then..not really good, and not really for a long time..manis tu sekejap je..i think die seorg yg cepat bosan..tp perangai yg tetap same adalah die susah nak reply msg apatah lg nak angkat call..kalo call tu kadang2 die angkat la jugak at last...

macam mane i can stand this type of man...i like him but he doesnt love me..because he is someone's..he s taken..i tried my hard to understand him..to please him..try to really care for him..yes, i did..i do care for him..tp die seperti x suke dicare..atau mmg die jenis yg rimas org caring2 ni..huhuhu..

and at last, i decided to step back..maybe die bukan yg sepatutnye..mmg serious bukan type of person yg i should marry to..ermmm..walaupun berduit, berharta..tp agama tah ke mana..padahal bende tu la mengekalkan kite..yg buat kite kaya...yg buat kite bersyukur atas segala ape yg Allah berikan..

Yes ain, i should think this way..kalo nak harapkan duit die, i believe i could be much much much better than him..another 5 years kalo keje kat Cytec tu, insyaALLAH, setahun boleh saving up to 10-15K..nak ape lg...kereta dah ade..walaupun kerete murah, tp still, tu la yg bawak kite pegi balik keje..nak rumah, dah tersergam walaupun x indah sgt..but over the time, boleh fix one by one..nak duduk bukan sehari dua, x perlu rush2 nak siapkan sume..

urmmm,Tuhan je boleh tolong sekarang..please ya ALLAH, make me forget him...make me hate him for what he has done..for what he did to me..please ya ALLAH, kau bukakan la pintu hati die utk berubah..lembutkan hati die utk sekurang2 sedar tentang ape yang sedang die lakukan..amin..

i really care for you..seriously i do..