Reaching 30s soooon

Looking at my friends around me yg already married, engaged and even have babies make me jealous sometime..urmmm, when gonna be my time??if i were to have BF now or people that love me, i will ask him to propose me by next year..it is good to get married in young age, so, u will have kids sooon, insyaALLAH...kalo kawin pun dah lmbt, nnt dapat baby, dah macam nenek dgn cucu pulak..;)

Kadang2 rase cuak jugak..urmm, ade ke org yg nak kat diri ni..atau ade ke akan terjumpe sape2 yg single out there??? urmmm...

Tp, kalo single pun best jugak..blh g mane2..and blh bg commitment byk sikit kat keje..ye la, work as an engineer ni, bukannye macam org keje office goverment..balik on time..urmm, kadang2 ade on-call..kadang2 kene travel..kalo selalu tinggalkan husband, nnt die carik org lain pulak..hahahaha..jauh betul berfikir..tapi tu laa..so far, keje kat Cytec ni, ade kene g travel..balik lambat..pastu kalo ade plant upset, kene attend..byk la bende.kalo ade visitor, nak kene bawak g makan lunch and dinner..hbs laki kat rumah x makan nnt..hihihi...

i love to be a wife that is independent..i mean x perlu la nak bergantung pada husband sepenuhnye, except la technical stuff macam kete rosak or nak betul kan lampu rmah tu, definately i dont know..so, kene rely dgn die jugak..i love to cook at home, so i prefer to get married with someone yg bekerje in this region, so, lunch boleh balik makan kat rumah..ye la, sape lg nak jage makan minum the loved ones, if not his wife.

I love to stay in Senawang, i feel like dekat dgn KL, nak balik Palong pun dekat..pastu, nak g Melaka or JB pun ok ler..kire Seremban ni macam in the middle; nak g mane2 senang..ade PLUS, ade LEKAS..thats why i bought house in Forest Height..Forest Height, market mmg bagus..sebuah tanah yg sgt luas dan besar, dibina taman perumahan yg quite pedalaman dr bandar..i mean, in that area mmg hijau, senyap and guarded. Nearest supermarket ade kat Jalan besar lepas kluar dr kawasan taman..Ade EconSave, ade Carrefour, ade Giant...nak g town pun dekat..nak g seremban2 pun not bad.kat area taman tu pun ade sekolah..Sekolah rendah cina and Sekolah Menengah...;) Property nye harge within a year sudah naik rm50K..just imagine!!!..

X salah kan kalo berangan;)..berangan2, lame2 boleh jadik kenyataan...lalala~

actually, people around me sume dah kawin termasuk la orang2 kat office..yg paling dekat is Candra, my roommate kat office. suke tgk die bercerite pasal anak kecik di, si rayyan tu..excited!!..and he s a good husband and papa;)

same la dgn so gummy bear..mst nak bercerite pasal si keciknye..everyweek mst balik jumpe family..best tgk and dgr die cerite. dulu, die mst balik rumah waktu lunch, makan dgn isteri die..urmmm, he is a good husband too..suke betul die dgn anak die yg sorng tu..;) Isteri die pandai jage makan minum die and her marriage...

I would love to have someone like them..very caring..and guess what, they are all older people, i mean yg in 30s...kadang2 lelaki yg laki tua dri kite ni, like 3-4 years older, diorang more caring..pastu akan treat kite macam kids..comel kaaaan..x bg kite kluar sorang2..urmmm..

My mom never asked me whether i have bf or not..die cume cakap, die boleh carikkan!!..OMG, please la mak, let me find myself....i know she has someone in mind..tp, bukan x suke, cume i think, he is 1 year younger than me..family mmg baik....

urmmmmm, till then..