Makan-Makan Malam

last Tuesday, on 20th Dec 2013, i invited Shufi and Family (k sue, qayyim, aishah and sepupu) to my house. I cooked gulai ketam, daging black pepper and sayur campur..they came around 940 until 12am..huhu..

ketam sangat la pedas sebab i put a lots of chilies..huhu..sampai masing2 menangis waktu makan..

others than joined were fazli and dzaha..

rumah..

lets meronda-ronda tgk dalam rumah yg masih kosong lg...

TPA seabulk or Cbulk..??

anyway, lets talk about work..i used to be very workaholic during my first and second year of working..tp bile dah tahun ketiga dan keempat, sy jadik sgt malas..macam x tau kenape datang keje..huhuhu..

kenape sy suka die..

when i first met him, i really thought he s da one..so, i juz go with the flow. we became good friends then..not really good, and not really for a long time..manis tu sekejap je..i think die seorg yg cepat bosan..tp perangai yg tetap same adalah die susah nak reply msg apatah lg nak angkat call..kalo call tu kadang2 die angkat la jugak at last...

macam mane i can stand this type of man...i like him but he doesnt love me..because he is someone's..he s taken..i tried my hard to understand him..to please him..try to really care for him..yes, i did..i do care for him..tp die seperti x suke dicare..atau mmg die jenis yg rimas org caring2 ni..huhuhu..

and at last, i decided to step back..maybe die bukan yg sepatutnye..mmg serious bukan type of person yg i should marry to..ermmm..walaupun berduit, berharta..tp agama tah ke mana..padahal bende tu la mengekalkan kite..yg buat kite kaya...yg buat kite bersyukur atas segala ape yg Allah berikan..

Yes ain, i should think this way..kalo nak harapkan duit die, i believe i could be much much much better than him..another 5 years kalo keje kat Cytec tu, insyaALLAH, setahun boleh saving up to 10-15K..nak ape lg...kereta dah ade..walaupun kerete murah, tp still, tu la yg bawak kite pegi balik keje..nak rumah, dah tersergam walaupun x indah sgt..but over the time, boleh fix one by one..nak duduk bukan sehari dua, x perlu rush2 nak siapkan sume..

urmmm,Tuhan je boleh tolong sekarang..please ya ALLAH, make me forget him...make me hate him for what he has done..for what he did to me..please ya ALLAH, kau bukakan la pintu hati die utk berubah..lembutkan hati die utk sekurang2 sedar tentang ape yang sedang die lakukan..amin..

i really care for you..seriously i do..

kecewa

kecewa..i thought he has changed but..

td die kantoi lg waktu nak blah..mula2, i x perasan tetibe ternampak..urmm actually pg td dah rase macam lain tp x terfikir macam tu..

urmm..sedih..ajak die lunch, msg pun x reply..

Sesaat Kau Datang..Sesaat Kau Hilang

Lirik Lagu Sesaat Kau Datang -Ramlah Ram ft SleeQ

Verse 1
Sesaat Kau Datang……..
Sesaat Kau Hilang………
Kemunculan dirimu…..
Penuh misteri………..

Verse 2
Kau Mendekat…
Kau Menjauh….
Kau tinggalkan diriku…
Sesudahnya kau membuang
Mencampakkan aku……….

Verse 3
(Alif)


Its not that i dont love you
I just dont want to hurt you
I cant let go of all the good times we share together

(Syarif)
I hate to be cold but i got to let you go

Chorus:
Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat di jiwa
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha….Ha…..Ha…Ha.…Ha…..Ha…

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..

Verse 4
(Alif and Syarif)
Nothings easy girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothings easy i hope you understand me girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothing in this world
Could ever compare to what we had
Whats gone

Repeat Chorus:
Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat dijiwa..
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..

Verse 5
Tiada salahku kepada dirimu
Kau buatku sengsara
Kau buat kecewa
Ku Harap ada karma
Yang datang kepadamu……kepadamu

cinta itu seriously BUTA

Sy suka awak..Sy suke since we first met..dulu-dulu kita rapat, waktu tu kite jauh..tp bile sy dah dekat dgn awak, kenape susah betul nak jumpe dan saye rase awak dah semakin jauh..

awak seorang player..perempuan keliling pinggang tp sy masih boleh suke awak..huhu..Ya ALLAH, tolongla buat aku lupakan si jahanam ni.

Wedding lg

Last Sunday, g wedding Nina dekat MPN..I went there with Nadirah. Picked her up at Batang Benar St.

Erni's wedding

i went to erni's wedding last sunday at her house in Gombak..Door gift dapat barangan NV including 1daily pads (20pieces), 1 overnight pads (20pieces), 1 pantyliners (30pieces), 1 tudung ekin and 1 bottle of shower cream.All products NV.gmbr x jelas sgt..bergegar..huhu

Happy befday to me: 26th;)

On the 25th Nov, i took leave from work. So, it was a great gift for myself as i didnt need to go to wake up early in the morning and go to work..

I spent my whole day shopping sane sini..merayau2 kat town..huhuhu..all alone;) bosan tp menyeronokkan jugak..

Esoknye, after asar, all of them arrived. Sara, Zatul and Fatin..Farina came a bit late after isyak..So, we had fun..cooking together..then went for karaoke the whole night..balik dr karaoke, lepak2 lg..bergossip...

The next morning, we went for breakfast at Taman Sikamat..best;)

I said, i got myself a double storey house for this befday..already moved in..walaupun x byk lg barang tp can be done slowly..

Ajib is getting married

my ex bf; clashed in Feb 2008 if i am not mistaken after almost 3 years bercinta bagai nak rak..finally will be getting married in 2 weeks time..congrates Sayang and i doakan everything the best for you and her okay..and please please please doakan i jumpe my other half; the right one k..

and i missss u sooo much..seriously much..and love u lots..muahhh muaahhh.

I am back

After soo long x update blog due to laptop rosak and xde laptop sepanjang tu..lepas tu broadband issue pulak..

I already moved here since last saturday (13th Nov)..almost a week already..Let see what i have done so far.


Phase1 (july-july 2012)



1-Grille-done
2-Downlights-1st floor
3-Plaster ceiling ground floor+downlights+change all the switches.
4-Buy KDK fans+Fridge+Plasma and install
5-Buy wall light and main light
6-Cleaning and Painting
7-Sliding door tinted+curtains. (tinted all)
8-Buy toilet accesories (heater, mirror, handle n etc)
9-Buy washing machine+tilam vono+meja makan kecik (additional)
10-Install astro (additional)

Phase2 (july 2012-july 2013)


1-Kitchen Cabinet+hood+hob+sink+tab
2-Buy washing machine
3-Master Bedroom renovation (install mini wardrobe+room set)
4-Buy dining table
5-Buy sofa


Phase3(july 2013-july 2014)
1-Complete each room furniture

Planning for renovation!! :)

I read this one blog which i think was very good..while other people writing about their journey to marriage or motherhood, i am the single, writing about the journey to my very first beautiful garden; HOME SWEET HOME..

I bought this house and signed the SPA on the 10th of May 2010. I got the key somewhere in July 2011. About 12-13months..Since i dont really expect that the house gonna be ready in 2011, i actually have no money for nothing.. I spent the bonus for travelling in Bandung as well as new handbags from Paris..urmm..

So,the first thing i did when i get the key is to install the grille. i go for wrought iron grille. The whole house cost me rm3500. But i dont really satisfied with the work they did as thumbprints are everywhere..huhuhu..i learnt my lesson and this time, i will do better to ensure, i get the best among the best.

Phase1 (july-july 2012)
1-Grille-done
2-Downlights-1st floor
3-Plaster ceiling ground floor+downlights+change all the switches.
4-Buy KDK fans+Fridge+Plasma and install
5-Buy wall light and main light
6-Cleaning and Painting
7-Sliding door tinted+curtains.
8-Buy toilet accesories (heater, mirror, handle n etc)

Phase2 (july 2012-july 2013)
1-Kitchen Cabinet+hood+hob+sink+tab
2-Buy washing machine
3-Master Bedroom renovation (install mini wardrobe+room set)
4-Buy dining table
5-Buy sofa

Phase3(july 2013-july 2014)
1-Complete each room furniture

Wish List for house reno

seronok shopping lampu-lampu..i have decided to go for KDK ; 5 blades (rm269) utk kat living and dining and 4 blades utk kat dalam bilik (rm239)..not bad kan the price..x tau ler mahal ke murah tu, tp macam ok jer..panasonic pun okay tp macam rumah jiran sebelah..malas la nak same, nnt die kate kite tiru pulak..the whole day sibuk mendesign dapur..yg dibudgetkan arounf rm5K-rm6K, nak beli dekat Kubiq atau Signature, tp Jimmy kate mahal..die ni, kalo nak murah2, belum tentu bagus..huhu..i actually look for the brand..biarla company tu established sikit, mst die buat ok, insyaALLAH..kalo go for yg ntah mane2, x lawa nnt..same la macam grille tu, buruk betul..huhuhu..tgk la, dalam 10thn nnt, cabut grill tu buat grill baru je..barang2 yg nak dibeli;-

1-Kubiq kitchen cabinet+sink+tab+hood+hob..all in 1, senang. (rm6K)
2-Fridge 340L+TV LED 42inch+Washing Machine 10kg: beli kat Tyhe Heen je.(rm5K)
3-KDK 4blades=3, KDK 5blades=5 ; Rahang Trading atau Tyhe Heen.. (rm2k)
4-Plaster ceiling: normal je with no cornice and bunga2 atau pattern2..nak simple and kemas..for living and dining..kalo ade extra buat kat tingkat atas pulak..(rm5K)
5-Wiring; downlights and all the lampu and kipas (rm3k)
6-Curtain and pasang rail+ cleaning(rm2K)

Sume cost dalam rm25K...dalam target dalam 3 years, mst boleh buat sume cash je..huhu..

the guy next door.

i got the feeling that he is not single anymore and i am damn right...cara lagak cakap macam single hbs la..rupe2nye taken..i didnt ask him straight away but i saw he s with a woman this morning, in front of the house..mstla gf atau wife die kaaan..xkan la kakak pulak..haha..

ape2 pun, life must goes on..bukan dah attached pun (me and him)..so, x patut rase sedih atau frustrated.

..and i am not dat bad anymore, insyaALLAH, ade org berkenan one day;)

lalala~ concentrating on what i am happy to do now is much better than unhappy for a guy i dont know well yet.

Back online

dah lame x update blog..internet xleh pakai kat company's laptop ni..duk tangguh2 nak mintak IT betul kan..urmm, update for now;
1-kunci rumah dah dapat..yea!!!
2-grill pun dah pasang..
3-I met the guy next door..and die dtg raye rumah..tp bosan dgn die sebab selalu anta msg x reply..ntah2, laki org kot..hahaha
4-skrg ni duk kemas2 kan rumah tu..target nak masuk, insyaALLAH bulan 10 or 11 kot..tp i ll try to make it this year la..
5-duit nak beli barang2 xde, so i was thinking to apply for personal loan..x byk pun..dalam 15K maybe..amik Bank Islam, interest agak rendah-6%..so, insyaALLAH, kalo dapat bonus..simpan utk kawin la..
6-KAHWIN?? ntah bilenyer..ade org dtg merisik tp x berkenan pulak..bukan xnak, tp x kenal..huhu..

i kinda of like the guy next door...die sgt berfikir pasal future la kot..kete sume dah hbs bayar..beli rumah, macam2 dah renovate..tinggal nak masuk pindah je..i saw macam single tp ntah la..xkan ler semangat sgt duk prepare rumah, mst dah nak kawin...huhu..

urmm, dah xde jodoh la kot ain..xpela, die mmg byk duit sebab keje pun dah lame..pastu byk wat keje sampingan....if i were to work 10years, insyaALLAH, duit dalam bank confirm berpuluh2 ribu..ni baru keje 3 thn, gaji rm4 ribu pun x sampai, dah spent macam2..bayar duit kete la, loan mara lg, loan asb lg..mane nak saving nyer..huhuhu..ni ade hati lg nak wat personal loan..hahaha;)

tp i believe, after another 2 years, insyaALLAH, gaji boleh pergi more than rm5K, and time tu, kete and asb loan dah hbs..so, boleh concentrate nak bayar duit rumah jer..huhu..installment rumah pun dah makan almost 40% nett current gaji..mane nak cukupnye..

Belum fikir nak kawin lg..kalo nak kawin, lg la macam2 nak kene bayar...huhu..skrg dah nak masuk 26thn..so, my target to kawin is around 2 years from now..kire by 28th..sempat ke nak carik mamat nak dijadikan laki ni..hahaha..good question to ask kaan!!!..insyaALLAH..;p

part 1: Grill done

pagi2 lgi Jessy called kate Grill tgh buat ari ni and akan siap..x sangke cepat gile..padahal baru book ari selase ari tu and ukur..ari rabu pulak sempat nak tukar design and ari ni baru sabtu..laju gile kilang die buat..tp x tau la ok ke x..blum dapat tgk..monday nnt bru g tgk..kalo ok and puas ati baru bayar duit balance and i will put up the pictures..

Next nak pasang lampu and kipas kat tingkat atas..dah pikir masak2, kat tingkat atas, xyah letak plster ceiling sebab die dah bagi ceiling, so downlight still boleh pasang..mintak abang je yg pasang and beli barang2 lampu kipas kat kedai yg ayah selalu g beli..dapat harge contract..

kalo dah siap kat atas..kat bawah, xyah wat ape2 lg..sebab bile dah dapat bonus, baru nak pasang plaster ceiling sekali dgn lampu and kipas and beli perabot..kire kalo pindah tahun ni, duduk kat tngkat atas je la..;)

Happy Puasa

alhamdulilah, first sahur bersama family..alhamdulilah, so far x pnah tinggal terawih.alhamdulilah.

Journey to my 1st beautiful garden

2 ari lepas dah confirm design grill.i go for The World. nak tunggu the guy next door tu, bg msg x reply..bikin panas je..tp price yg die dapat sgt murah, too good to be true..

design very simple..wrought iron..colour ala2 gangsa gitu..total sume rm3.5K, the whole house..termasuk sliding door, pintu depan n belakang, toilet window, bilik window sekali..and window master bedaroom yg sizenye in total same dgn sliding door..for me, harge tu kire murah la..sebab rumah along kene rm4K padahal lg kecik dr rumah ni..

Next nak look for plaster ceiling + wiring+ lampu+kipas..so far, kipas KDK macam best..Panasonic x carik lg..kipas KDK tu harge dalam rm260-rm290..okla tu..lampu downlight dalam rm15-rm30 including mentol energy saving...

x sabar nak pindah, tp entah bile dapat settlekan sume ni..belanje dah macam orang kawin.

The guy next door;)

kunci rumah dah dpt..skrg tgh nak pasang grill.my target utk masuk rumah tu next year..not this year..xde duit nak psang lampu kipas and plaster ceiling..so, buat je one by one..

Grill sdah dapat quotation. was thinking nak wat aluminium grill macam kat kg tp mahal..so, i go for wrought iron..xnak bunga2 atau daun2...just lurus2 je batang die..okla tu..comel;)

one fine day, i went to the house..actually after balik dr Taman negara..and time tu jiran sebelah rumah ade..first question die tny." kak, ni rumah akak ke? dah amik kunci"..." ni rumah saye n bla bla bla.."

Duduk lepak2 borak and he thought i am from KL sebab plat huruf KL; ..so, i said xla, and die ingat i live with my parents here..i said, my parents kat palong..he gave big smiles and tny.."palong berape??"..i said 8...lg la die smile..boleh pulak tny lepas tu.."anak sape??"

Rupe2 nye die pun orang palong 8 jugak..my brother punye classmate dulu..sejak dr ari tu, die biasekan diri die abang..padahal umur setahun tua je..hihi.

and die comel la jugak..x sangke jiran sekampung..siap boleh balik kg same2 lg..

kalo ada jodoh x ke mana kan;)

549 is ready

today, i went to forest heights office to get my key..alhamdulilah, about 13months i got my keys finally..try masuk dalam rumah, berdengung je..ye la, brg sume xde..saje nak check defect..ade la few..huhuhu..

skrg tgh nak carik grill..setelkan pasang grille dulu, pastu br lampu and kipas sume..duit pun x byk nak wat mewah2..

this weekend g taman negara for company's teambuilding..

and Gummy did the same thing again..i saw him dat morning..i think ari selase x silap..morning and waktu balik office..nampak kete die kat simpang traffic TTJ..i sent him msg tp die x reply..not once..ade 2 msg..the first one on monday when i said i was in Seremban jaya..urmm..

Love Story 2

I found in someone's facebook

"Nakkan seseorg x smstinyer kte dpt..



Dah dpt x smstinyer akn kte punyer..


Biler kte punyer x smstinyer akn bersame..


...Biler brsme x smtinyer akn slmanye..."

Transformer finally

last sunday, lepas balik dr wedding kat damansara, i dropped by MBO, nak beli transformer nye ticket..punye la semangat..kalo boleh nak tgk first session kul 12.30midnight pg rabu tu..ye la, serembam cuti katakaan..tp fikir takut xde org nak teman, so, g tgk yg malamnye pulak..awal sikit la kul 10.45pm

Mula2, xde org nak ajak g tgk..huhu..finally, pg rabu tu, i texted Gummy tny die nak tgk x..so, die okey je..seb baik ade teman nak tgk citer yg xde la best sgt tu..tu pun very last minute..sebab ingat die keje..tu yg malas nak ajak..

nak pegi dinner dulu sebab nak puasa so, janji kul 9.15..then, die baru ingtkan yg malam tu ade bola..Taiwan lawan Msia..asalnye nak makan KFC yg dah x jadik last week, terus cancel jugak dis time sebab bola laa..kate nye..kat KFC xde tv tgk bola..so, terus g MBO, makan kat kedai ala2 mamak kat area tu sambil tgk bola..sampai la kul 10.40pm..barula terhegeh2 nak masuk cinema..huhuhu..

Tp die dah janji g makan KFC sebab dah 2 kali cancelled..g dinner sane bile tgk Captain America..i think my movie wishlist dah hbs for this year..yg x dpt tgk Harry Potter..sebab part 1 x tgk..so, malas nak tgk part2..tq Gummy..kalo sebelum kenal die, mmg x pnah g movie pun..urmm..

tp bile makan maggi goreng kat kedai mamak bawah MBO tu..(menu selalu kalo g kedai tu sampai makcik tu pun dah tau nak makan ape), x selera sgt..separuh pinggan, i transferred to Gummy's pinggan waktu die tgh melayan call dr yg tersayang...amik ko..kurus xpe, makan byk2..
maybe sebab perut masih kosong lepas buka puasa..angin masuk..pastu kepala pening..macam nak pecah sebab kene hujan..huhhu..ape yg rase, loya2..so, pegi sevenE kat sebelah, beli segala asam2 masam..si Gummy orderkan milo suam..kate die ok kot utk perut kosong n etc..boleh la..sebab nak layan die tgk bola punye pasal..kalo x mst dah sedap makan KFC..

Citer transformer tu punye la lama..dalam 2.5jam..sakit badan duk kat kerusi tgk movie tu..lepas tu, boleh la kat tgh2..screen tiba2 gelap..ala2 macam system tripped la kalo kat plant..satu panggung bising..urmm, xdela best mane citer tu...

hbs movie kul 1.30..sampai rumah dalam kul 2pg..seb baik dah solat isyak..terus tido..lepas basuh muka, tukar baju..

thanks Gummy anyway for your time..i appreciate..

Bank Loan

i will get my key for the new house soon..there are so many things that i need to do with the new house..antaranya:
1-pasang grille
2-pasang lampu+kipas
3-pasang langsir
4-Kitchen cabinet
5-beli perabot..

and i dont have dat much money to provide all of these..

ok ke kalo nak buat personal loan which die punye interest lg tinggi..
i dah ade byk loan nak kene settlekan..
1-House loan
2-ASB loan
3-MARA loan
4-Car loan
5-Insurance

Car and ASB loan akan hbs in 3 years..so lepas 3 years bernafas la sikit sebab the total is almost RM1K extra per month for both loans...utk rumah, for the first 2 years, i will withdraw KWSP installments..so, KWSP bayar half, i will pay half..

urmmm....

Marry a Stranger

I have make up my mind..if he really coming in ask for me; i will say Yes..yes i do..i do ..i do..macam lagu Colby tu..hahaha..if he is la kaan..yg duk tnya mak die..die maybe xnak..lalalala~

It is true what Aimi said, try to get to know a person...

Kalo la betul he is my jodoh..urmmm..i seriously cannot imagine macam mane la my life would be..lets berangan sekejap..

die semestinye yg kene berulang dr senawang ke shah alam..sebab i already bought the house here..kalo die pun dah beli rumah kat sane, so, means..die boleh ikut suke die la nak balik bile..boleh ke macam tu..

lepas tu, kene tolerate dgn my work..sebab kadang2 kene balik lewat malam..kadang2 sampai ke pg pun ade..

Every 2 weeks kene balik palong...

and he is a very pendiam person..vs me yg byk cakap..mst die x larat nak dgr or tetibe kite pulak yg jadik pendiam macam die..x bestnye hidup.....

and we are about 3-4 years different in age..he is older than me..mst die x boleh tahan perangai myself yg macam budak2 ni..huhu..anyway, i am an engineer OKAY...budak2 pun, i am still professional handling my job

amboooii..berangan nye ...urm...

Anyway, lets see..ape kesudahannye..kalo ade ..ade laa..kalo xde..then, i ll grab Jew Ananchai....

lalalala~

Weekend in Senawang

Selalunye friday ptg dah lari balik Palong tp this weekend x balik sebab ade wedding ari ahad and also ade keje nak kene buat for presentation to the Director on Monday..sume last minute kan..bos bgtau ari Khamis..yg mane khamis tu baru je masuk office lepas balik dr Thailand..cam malas je nak buat..so, ptg td berpulun2 kat office..let see what i have done so far today..

early morning kul 9; g Dental..wat scaling..hbs dalam kul 9.30...lepas tu g giant..withdraw duit; bayar segala2nya..transfer g maybank and Eon Bank..lepas tu pegi tgk tudung kat Dhaja..x byk sgt shawl..lepas tu g The Store kat Ampangan..saje jalan2 tgk barang baby utk hadiah ibu2 mengandung ni..urmm..

Dr the store, terus singgah rumah amik laptop dan segala barang nak g masuk office.Then g balik area Giant..time tu pun dah almost 12..g singgah Giocomo dulu beli set Cosserole..borong 4set..tinggal 1 je kat kedai tu..so far dah beli 10set utk mak, utk diri sendiri, kakak and hadiah2 wedding..Sebelum masuk Giocomo, singgah kedai tudung kat sebelah tu..beli inner...ok laa, lawa jugak..

Balik dr Giocomo, terus g giant..nak lunch makan KFC..lepas makan KFC..lepas makan KFC, terus masuk office..lepak2, balut hadiah2..then start wat keje..tu pun dh nak dekat kul 3.30 br buat..kejap je dah siap..lepas tu, g Jusco..g tgk2 barang kat Jusco..nak carik kasut, xde yg best..lepas bayar duit credit card, lepak2 makan ice cream McD, then balik..sampai rumah, terus masak for dinner..

kejap lg nak kuar, g kedai inner tu..sebab tudung tu kecik..nak tukar size..

sekejap je dah satu hari..esok hbs lg satu hari g wedding...all alone;(
lepas si jari runcing tu pindah, lg la alone..huhuhuhu;(

Dinner and Movie

yesterday, i asked Gummy to go out for dinner..nak makan KFC since ade promotion utk pay with bonus points..i hv more then 20K points..so, rase nak try spend and makan kfc dekat seremban town yg 24jam tu..lagipun selama ni x pnah pegi..i told Gummy that i will pick him up around 9 sebab nak solat isyak dulu..

Dah amik die, tetibe die kate, jom g tgk movie..citer Super8..die kate, kite g tgk ticket dulu kat MBO, then baru g kfc..ermm, ticket kul 10..time tu dah kul 9.30..so, i told him, x payah la g kfc..kite g makan maggi goreng je kat kedai biase tu..so, at last makan maggi goreng je..

this morning, i told him; jom g tgk Transformer next wednesday and postponed the Captain America..x kuar lg pun citer ok..he said.."wokeh bebeh"...tu je..lepas tu dah x dgr berite pun..bg msg x reply..hampeh betul..

I check TGV, lewat sgt..seremban cuti tp maybe die x cuti..kalo die pun cuti, boleh tgk waktu siang..so, check kat MBO, ade yg awal..insyaALLAH, xde ape2 tgk kat MBO je la..and i think he prefers MBO compared to Jusco...maybe sebab x ramai orang..like semalam tgk citer tu hbs dalam kul 12am..tp less than 10people dalam cinema yg sangat besar tu..row kami hanya kami berdua je..huhuhu..tp sejuk yg amat sebab x bawak baju sejuk ataupun mafla.

PRINCIPLES OF LIFE


1· No point using limited life to chase unlimited money.


2· No point earning so much money you cannot live to spend it.


3· Money is not yours until you spend it.


4· When you are young, you use your health to chase your wealth; when you are old, you use your wealth to buy back your health. Difference is that, it is too late.


5· How happy a man is, is not how much he has but how little he needs.


6· No point working so hard to provide for the people you have no time to spend with.


Remember this -- We come to this world with nothing, we leave this world with ????

NarayA

sy telah memborong 30items from Naraya dgn total cost around 3000Bahts..sangat berpuas hati!!!!..
finally, i found the shop..and was inside for almost 3hours..;)

Another Longchamp Le Pliage

I bought another Le Pliage for myself..only cost me rm222 after 30% discount..kire murah la tu..macam dekat Paris jugak sebab kat msia almost rm400..so, ape lg, beli laa..ingat nak beli banyak2..tp fikir duit lak xde..and thailand tu maybe akan pergi lg..so, xyah nak rush2..;)

This time, small size warna pink ala2 maroon sikit..

Thai Massage

I read zatul's blog. She went for Thai Massage..so, when i was in Bangkok, i tried Thai Massage only for 200bahts..murah gile kot for 1 hour..right before i left for airport, i dropped by nearby massage center to have a Thai Massage..it is true, u no need to be naked or expose your body..u just need to wear a pyjamas and she massaged u without an oil..gile best tp sakit sgt..huhu..at first i was thinking to do the foot massage..tp saje tergedik nak try Thai Massage which mean the whole body..

in rayong, thailand

Again, i am back in Rayong, Thailand for Lean Workhop..hopefully everything goes well..and on Wednesday only i get back in Malaysia..masuk office ari Khamis..Ari rabu tu, nak pusing2 Bangkok..;)

MR X is leaving this July

td g dinner dgn mr X..makan damsyik..pastu die bgtau die akan leave senawang July ni..balik ke pangkuan family sebab die dapat transfer kat sane...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, sedihnye sebab dah xde kawan la nampaknnye lepas ni..huhu..

walaupun i actually happy sebab die dapat duduk dgn family die tgk anak die membesar, tp ade la sikit sedih..sepanjang berkawan dgn die, x terdetik pun nak merampas, apatah lg nak suke die..i really anggap die just a friend..or maybe a brother..die la orang yg sanggup mendengar kite membebel dan sanggup teman g mane2...dan die pun selalu duk cerita pasal puteri kesayangan die tu...die mmg best!!! ;)

serious sedih la pulak tibe2..dgn ajib yang baru je engaged and nak kawin x lame lg..pastu time tu jugakla Mr X nak blah..huhu..

Xmen

esok nak tgk Xmen..td dah book ticket tp failed la pulak..x sure credit card lepas ke x?? comfirmation pun die x bg..mst x lepas kot..

Grille Rumah..

lawa x kalo macam ni..dalam rm4K...

But this is not my house..my sister's..i punye rumah kecik je..

Bosannyer g Wedding..urmm

asyik g wedding orang jer..this year je dah more than 10 kot..uhuhu..kalo time nikah tu lg laa..byk gak pegi sampai hafal la khutbah nikah tu..hihihi..

Konon nak amik berkat la..atau aura, tp x melekat2 jugak..but i am believe in God, insyaALLAH, kalo ade di dunia jodohku, pasti akan sampai serunya, kalo xde kat dunia, pasti Allah janji di akhirat..

do not worry laa, better get the very right good ones, dr yg x ok, then cerai at last..

Pertemukan aku dgn jodohku sebelum umurku 28th. So, i have 2 years from now..urmmm, where are you Mr-Right??

I met this one guy..jumpe mmg secara x sengaja selepas our 1st meeting in overseas back early 2010..balik msia, jumpa kat Family store after few months..then bulan 5 2010, jumpe kat pasar malam..before that, ade terjumpa kat Giant, x ingat la.before or after...selepas berbulan2, jumpe kembali kat Damsyik in December 2010..kalo la die x kawin lagi, i believe he is my jodoh...huhuhu.

I am on Twitter

saye sudah ade twitter..tp x reti lg nak main bende ni..macam best;)

Married friends

urmm, org kalo dah kawin mst dah x dgr citer..macam tu few of my friends..dulu waktu x kawin lagi, rajin ajak kluar laa, g wedding sanelaa, sini laa..sekrg bile dah kawin, berita pun x dgr..

Bukan kah kawan tu penting jugak selain husband korang..buat2 la kene cerai ke, laki meninggal ke..bukankah, kawan yg will be there to support besides family..

urmmm....

Biaselaa, org kalo dah bahagia, mane nak ingat orang lain..time ditimpa tangga je la baru kawan2 ni dingati..

Mr X

Mr X, not X-Men..but mr X..he is a good friend of mine..kirenye the only friend i have in Senawang for out of office time..

urmm, lately ni rase macam jauh jer..kalo dulu selalu msg, selalu chat..skrg ni, bg 1 msg, 2 msg, 3 msg, belum tentu satu die reply....selalu kalo msg time die tido, esok nye die mst reply kate "Aiiii, ain sorry, semalam sy dah terlelap"..dulu laa..skrg, xde reply ape pun..pastu selalu sebelum die balik kg, selalunyer ptg sabtu laa, mst die msg "..okla ain, sy gerak dulu, jage diri k"..skrg, pegi macam tu je ...

huhuhu..

bosan bile xde org temankan, x perlu la nak physically teman, tp by msg or by chat pun dah ok..kire ade jugak la tmpt nak berborak.nak bercerita..nak hbskan waktu..

anyway, hope kitrg akan baik semula!!!!! and mr X, please la dont leave me before the time comes..few months left pun kan..;)

Exam done;) i am now an expert in Dust Collector System

Test is done.oklaa..both practical and written test..kul 5, terus cabut..insyaALLAH, boleh pass..please please..xnak reseat.

Exam Dust Collector

Finally, my training is come to an end..the exam!!!..will be the practical then the written paper in the afternoon..

Semoga Berjaya!!!

I am fat but i am happy..lalalala~

i am fat, yes that is true..the person that dont like me because of i am fat since then and now; engaged to; i will say almost the same size of me..
tu laa, x elok nak kutuk2 orang..last ko jugak yg dapat macam tu..

I remember that he always get angry at me for befriend with people yg gemok..ayat die.." Kawan2 u sume gemok!!! , i x suke orang gemok!!! "

HellOOOOOO!!! gemok is trend now..i am tired to diet or pakse2 diri nak kurus..seb baik u really not meant for me, kalo x, confirm in the future kene tinggal or cerai just because i am fat!!!!!..

As long as i m happy, no sick, balanced life, good career, i dont mind being fat...

Pulsing Valve and timer

training ari ni sangat best OKAY!!! selain kene buli dgn pakcik2 tua dalam group, we have hands on session..best sgt dapat bukak2 valve pastu pasang balik..baru la tau rupe diagfram tu macam mane..rubber disc, n etc etc laa..

Also dapat buat tuning utk Timer..sngat senang okay..insyaALLAH, boleh pass test..hihi

Baru la engineer macam ni..lalalala~

IPOH.more pictures

Trip to Ipoh, Perak

i went to Ipoh Perak last weekend..mmg sangat penat OKAY!!!..dari Palong kul 8, sampai Senawang kul 10..kul 10.30 terus gerak g shah alam..dalam kul 12 gerak g Ipoh..dalam kul 4.30 gitu kot sampai Ipoh..lepak2..g dgn Ija and Zatul

we went to farhana's wedding basically and jumpe boss die; siapa lg kalo bukan Seelan Paul..camne nak eja name die ni..she s working with Hot FM..so, jumpe la boss die..saat paling best bile ade org cakap.."fana, org byk amik gmbr dgn boss ko dari pengantin.." hihi..

so funnyy...

sampai rumah ari ahad malam, dah midnight..pastu esok kene bgn pagi ade training pulak kat sri kembangan and i become the only rose amongst the thorns..yg tua2 x hensem pulak tu..huhuhu..

pastu asyik kene buli je dgn team members..ade patut die suruh jadik ketua just because i am the only woman..hampeh..anyway, i enjoy the training..best..best...;) lalalala~

He s totally gone!!!!

He is getting engaged esok...me?? urmm, sedihnyeeee!!!!!!..walaupun kitrg dah lame clash, about 3 years i think..and dah about 1 year since we last contact..jumpe lagilaa..last waktu wedding sabrina kot..tu pun die bawak gf die..hhuhuhu..


ape yer perasaan saye?? urmm, sedih mst ade la kaan..sebab he used or has been part of my life..for almost 4 years when we were in Melbourne..balik msia jer, terus he left me for her..i dont know what is sooo good about her sampai die sanggup left me macam tu je..urmm, dats why i kept thinking, yg dulu nye konon kitrg bercinta..sikit pun die tak pnah appreciate apatah lg nak love me in return...kire i ve been USED and PLAYED..padan muka ain!!!.


anyway, i really hope to not see THEM..both of THEM in the future..xnak terserempak pun and xnak amik tau pun..kalo mati sekali pun, xnak jumpe....


sebab ko beriya sgt nak perempuan yg tinggalkan ko dulu..so, ko pegi la dgn die..ko kawin la dgn die..semoga bahagia...!!!..lalalalala~..


eventhough, i feel a bit loser, sebab ko pilih die dr myself..atau die kononnye menang..(this is what she can proud of amongst others she has.)..but deep down inside, i feel grateful sebab ko bukanla antara lelaki terbaik nak direbutkan apatah lg dgn perempuan macam tu....and of course, i have my own goods that i know sooon or later, people will realised and appreciate me more than u did..


kalo yg ko dapat better pun ko x boleh nak appreciate atau sedar, u will never appreciated others in your life..

Allah always give us and send us the wrong ones first, so when we meet the good ones, we will appreciate more and thankful for what HE s giving us...

lalalala~ all the best sayang!!!

Bila hati dihancurkan.....

Taken frm http://razifradzi.blogspot.com/search/label/Cinta

Cinta- anugerah yang hebat. CInta buat kita jadi hebat. Tapi bila sebaliknya... CInta,hati jadi luka,hati sakit,hati duka.. Bila kita mendapat tahu, yang tidak sepatutnya terjadi, remuklah hati, hancurlah cita-cita, musnahlah angan-angan lalu kita tumbang. Semangat kita hilang. Lalu hujan turun lebat meratapi cinta yang musnah tadi. Kita rebah, dan hilang arah. Cinta! Cinta! Kita memanggil.
 Namun apa daya. Kecewa telah datang bermaharaja lela. Air mata menitis menangisi kegagalan yang tidak direncanakan. Lalu dunia menjadi sempit, kita tidak bermaya lagi ingin terus melangkah.Jalan di depan gelap, kudrat hilang, merangkak kita kesakitan. Sayang... Darling.. Abang.. Awak.. Saya.. Cinta.. Rindu awak... Sayang Awak... Menjadi ratapan dalam mimpi ngeri. Kita hanya menahan sebak di dada. Kita tidak sesal, tapi terkenang dan bertanya, apa salah dan kurangnya aku, telah kuberikan seluruh hatiku... Lalu kita lelap dalam air mata..
Setahun kemudian, kita sedang berlari-lari anak. Ah, teringat, waktu kegalauan, kita merangkak mencuba untuk bangun, namun jatuh, kita cuba bangun, jatuh lagi.. Namun kita masih tabah, kita sudah boleh berjalan dan masih berat untuk senyum. Lalu duduk di atas batu dan mengenang saat kejatuhan.
........Kita terjaga,air mata masih basah lalu kita sapu. Kita duduk dalam kelelahan yang amat lalu berfikir..Semuanya tidak kena,kita tidak tahu nasib kita, lalu kita ingat. Kita masih boleh bersandar dan berharap dari Dia   Yang Maha Mengasihi. Kita mengadu kepadaNya, semoga bersama orang-orang yang sabar..Kita sedar,dalam kedukaan kita mengadu kepadaNya. Dalam keseorangan pada gelap malam, kedukaan yang seperti tiada penghujungnya, mengeluh dan kecewa,goyah dan tiada teman,kita bangun dan bina semangat dan menyerahkan segala harapan kepadaNya.Kuatkah hati? Ya. Cepatnya? Ya.
Bagaimana? Darkside. Hahahaha.

Lalu kita teruskan mencari cinta, yang menyakitkan, kita hadapi, walau akan mati kesakitan.

XMen next this coming wednesday

next wednesday, dah book gummy bear utk watch Xmen; di tmpt biase..ticket beli online je..cant wait and i already missssing u..

Off to Melaka esok

anyway, esok i ll leave for melaka..drive sendiri..ade seminar kat sane...

Patah Tumbuh Hilang Berganti

i heard he s getting engaged..engaged or kawin ke..do i care?? nope..to be honest, i feel sad sikit laa..urmm, lelaki yg mane i wish to be my other half once upon a time; soon will be someone's else..we have been apart almost 3 years kot...

X is much much much better than him i have to agree..kawan dgn X buat i reliased that they are so many good men out there...

urmm, anyway Hippo..i want u to be happy...with the girl u love..if she is the one that u love more than yourself..then, go ahead..i live my life to the fullest now..i am not dat bad anyway, sure i will find someone who can treat me better and appreciate me more...than u did..

kalo u x bahagia one day sooner or later, just turn back and remember what u have done in the past..especially to a girl like me..teruk kaaan..then baru u tau, u laa lelaki paling x guna i penah cinta sepenuh hati i ..and this is what i got in return..too bad..

Congrates and all the best!!!!

what goes around comes around..what u gave u ll get back..insyaALLAH...

Pirate of the Carribien

camne nak eja ni..anyway, last night i managed to watch this movie..bukan dekat TGV jusco but at MBO, Terminal 2..dah lame x pegi..and cinema die pun not bad..tgk jam 10.30..so, at 9 pm, i went to pick up my friend and we went straight to Terminal 2..tiket x beli lg, so main terjah je..and guess who i met overthere..Ben..Karthiben..dalam cinema die duduk belakang kitrg..malas betul nak tego..huhuhu.

anyway, citer tu not bad laa...mermaid die sangat lawa ok..cun betul..

next week nak tgk citer Xmen pulak...macam biase beli kat online je..tgk kat TGV ok kot..ari rabu harge tiket murah..

6 Reasons Why Sweet To Be Single

Taken from http://www.tentangcinta.com/artikel-cinta/6-reasons-why-sweet-to-be-single/

Tidak berteman? Rasa sunyi? Usah harungi detik bersendirian dengan perspektif pesimistik. Berikut adalah antara alasan mengapa single ROCKS!!!



1. Bebas dan berdikari
Jika terasa ingin membeli belah, jangan fikir lama-lama. Dengan kebebasan yang ada, anda boleh membuat apa sahaja yang anda suka, sama ada menonton wayang romantiks seorang diri atau ke salun kecantikan. Jika teringin mencuba stail rambut baru, pergilah ke salun dan dapatkan nasihat. Bukan sahaja kebebasan ini dapat memberi anda ruang untuk mebuat perkara yang diinginkan, anda juga dapat berkenalan dengan lebih ramai rakan baru tanpa perlu risau boyfriend berasa cemburu.


2. Jadi rakan yang baik
Sememmangnya tanpa kekasih di sisi, anda mempunyai banyak masa berkualiti bersama rakan-rakan. Anda boleh ke spa bersama-sama dan mengadakan parti di rumah. Bukan sahaja mengeratkan hubungan malah memberi peluang mengenali diri dan rakan. Detik yang dikongsi bersama boyfriend ke padang bola atau futsal boleh digantikan dengan membuat aktiviti yang lebih berfaedah dengan rakan baik.


3. Lebih banyak masa berkualiti di rumah
Ibu bapa sering terasa keseorangan apabila anak gadis sudah besar dan mempunyai boyfriend terutamanya apabila anak-anak sudah bekerja dan mempunyai rumah sendiri. Kalau single, lebih banyak masa boleh diluangkan bersama mereka di rumah. Sama ada makan malam bersama atau berbual-bual di hujung minggu cukup bermakna kepada kedua-dua ibu bapa anda. Bukan itu sahaja, anda juga boleh membantu ibu mengemas rumah atau menolong ayah mencuci kereta. Hubungan kekeluargaan akan lebih erat.


4. Kuat keuntungan dengan part-time
Dengan banyak masa terluang, anda boleh membuat kerja part-time. Bukan sahaja memberi wang lebih malah berpeluang berkenalan dengan orang baru. mungkin anda bertuah bertemu teman baru yang berkongsi minat yang sama.


5. Jimat kos
Bila berdating, perbelanjaan akan meningkat. Bila single, perbelanjaan boelh dijadikan simpanan dan digunakan untuk aktiviti yang diinginkan seperti melancong ke luar negara dan membeli komputer riba baru. Anda boleh memilih untuk makan fast food dan pulang ke rumah menikmati makanan ibu. Bukan itu sahaja, anda tidak perlu keluarkan bajet untuk hari2 speselseperti hari kekasih, ulang tahun dan sebagainya.

6. Kurang beban tanggungjawab
Anda tidak perlu risau sama ada rakan-rakan boyfriend sukakan anda atau tidak. Anda juga tidak perlu risau sama ada ibu bapabya mempunyai impresi positif terhadap anda. Dengan menjadi single, anda hanya perlu bertanggungjawab pada diri sendiri. Segala keputusan terletak di tangan anda dan tak rasa gusar atau bimbang sama ada ia akan merisaukan boyfriend anda.

Pencarian Mr Right

this year, i will turn 26th..masih muda kot utk mendirikan rumah tangga walaupun ramai yg berkata sudah masenye..urrmm, tp nak buat macam mane; dah x jumpe sape2 kan..i mean sape2 yg single..kalo jumpe yg ok, yg berkenan, mst org tu dah berkahwin; x pun boyfriend orang..

Anyway, i will start pencarian Mr Right, so by the age of 28th, sy boleh berkahwin; if serunye sudah sampai la kaan..but where to start??

I give myself 2 years for career development...for financially stable..for at least hbskan hutang kereta, asb loan..so, nak berkeluarga pun senang hati..to at least lengkapkan barang2 kat rumah baru tu..tp ain, ape nak worry..kalo u kahwin; let your husband settles that..i mean utk barang2 rumah n etc..

in 2 years, sy mst ade sekurangnye rm15K-20K dalam simpanan..sempat ke?? urmm..boleh kot..hahaha..kalo boss naikkan grade and gaji sy; confirm boleh dapat kan..i know, thn ni and thn depan agak sesak sikit, sebab bile masuk rumah baru, nak kene pasang grille, nak kene beli perabot..nak kene pasang lampu kipas sume..pastu nak kene ade kitchen cabinet..insyaALLAH; boleh diselesaikan..perlahan-perlahan..

Happy sgt sebab X is back on track..;) tq

So, the question now; where and how do i start this searching of Mr Right???
Perlu ke buat advertisement to the single men out there??

"hello people out there!!!! i m looking for single good-looking man to become my other half; who could love me the way i am..I m not that pretty but i work well in industry...not a good cook but willing to learn more..if you r interested or if you want to recommend your friends, do not hesitate to contact me"..

macam tu ke???

NurKasih the Movie

setelah terlepas NurKasih ari rabu lepas kerana terpaksa lepak dalam control room sampai malam, akhirnye, malam td sy dapat menonton bersama kawan baik sy. kami tgk kul 11.50pm ..dalam online nampak macam penuh, rupenye seat half je full..yg lain sume kosong..OMG..mst citer x best..

betul la ramalan..citer die flat sgt..and bosannye...

Beautiful sentence

" if someone comes into ur life and becomes a part of you, but for some reasons, he couldnt stay, dont cry too much..juz be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while..time will tell, if he is yours, he will come back"

Tip of the day

lost 1 kg

Last night, i went jogging at Kompleks sukan; buat 5 round padang besar..pg td timbang turun 1 kilo jer..urmmm, hampeh..

xpe2..kalo buat 5 rounds; for 5 days..insyaALLAH boleh turun 5 kg in a week...yahooooo...

X is back in town..huhu..i know the reason why he was MIA and my worries were now gone..

lonely

dah 2 ari, g dinner makan sorang2..huhuhu;)
td tetibe lapar, pegi giant withdraw money; terus g makan..
sedih jugak sebenarnye makan sorang, bile dah terbiase makan berteman..;'(

anyway, the reflux dat i did yesterday ended up with many correction..uhuhu..hopefully xde masalah dgn application test..cuak gile OKAY!!!..

this morning ade aerobic session..this time, instructor comel je, hensem lak tu..tp macam baru lepas kawin je sebab ade inai di jari..

Lately ni cepat sangat sy mengantuk..tido cepat..bangun lmbt..urmmmm..
missiing X much...pg td pegi keje macam nampak kete X..maybe la kot..x perasan sgt...perasan colour je..

Movie cancel..NurKasih was gone

sepatutnye malam ni nak tgk movie..sorang2 okay..;( ..sedihnye..kalo sebelum ni ade gak org nak temankan..urmm, tp sekarang dah xde..anyway, k zai pun ajak g main bowling tonight..tp i ended up kat control room...letihnye..kul 10pm td baru balik..buat tuning macam2 for the reflux tp cam x jadi jer..hihihi..

Anyway, k zana ajak g Tepian Gelanggang atau Kompleks sukan Ampangan/Paroi..boleh jogging2..exercise..and i gonna look for people who can play table tennis..sebab dh lame x main..

anyway, waktu kenal X dulu, byk bende yg sy dah ubah..contohnye, balik on time dr office..xdela nak stay back sume..rasenye, i will back to my normal life..nak balik rumah awal pun, nak buat ape..selain menonton Nora Elena..Dulu2 sebelum X pindah duk belakang office; selalu lepak kat mcD..sambil borak2..sambil main teka-teki..sekarang, kalo lalu mcd..sayu je..i miss those moments..

Time will heal..but i have to agree, bile berkawan dgn X, boleh la help utk lupakan my ex bf..sebab kite isi mase dgn byk bende..xdela nak fikirkan pasal die..urmmm..nowwwww..sy duk fikir pasal X..x tau ape status die..i mean ape condition die..selamat ke x? sihat ke x? hopefully everything goes well with X and family..;)

a week already

kalo ikutkan ari ni, dah a week since my last text to X..anyway, i did text him yesterday morning, ermm, die x reply pun..its OK..maybe die ade sebab tersendiri...;p

anyway, pg ni bgn xde la awal..tp dapat la solat subuh kul 7..skrg dah kul 7.15..dalam 7.30 nnt baru nak mandi and ready to work..huhuhu..I am still wondering what actually happened; and i know,it was my mistake..my mistake for not thinking twice before i gave my number to X or even before we start the conversation..uhuhuhu...;'(

Jangan Bersedih

ingat lg waktu beli CD Jgn Bersedih..CD tu ceramah dr ustaz Bad and ade zikir..dulu, setiap kali balik palong and ke seremban, mst pasang dalam kereta..siap dah hafal..mane taknye duk ulang-ulang banyak kali..

sekarang ni sy tengah bersedih..sebab kehilangan..kehilangan ape? a friend of mine..so, if i were to think positive, X is not mine anyway, He is not belonged to humanbeings..He was lend by Allah to me..so, kalo tetibe tuhan nak gerakkan hati die utk kami tidak berkawan lg, then i should redha..maybe if lg lame berkawan, mungkin kesudahannye lg menyakitkan..so, better now kan..

huhu..think positive ain..and the CD is not with me..huhuhu...macam mane nak recall what the ustaz said????